Friday, October 18, 2013

Home vs Campus

Home - Pros:
  1. No need to walk with load in my backpack in cold to the campus. [Take only what is necessary for the day's work, need to do twice a day, at most 40 minutes, a bit of walking is good for health]
  2. No need to take lunch with me. [Could buy lunch]
  3. I can smoke as much as I wish. [Reduction in smoking is very good]
  4. I can take tea as many times as I wish. [Could have a refreshing cup of Starbucks coffee instead]
  5. I can wear very comfortable clothes and do not need to wear shoes. [Could take sandals in the backpack and wear comfortable dress]
  6. Going toilet is very easy. [Not frequent]
  7. Apart from Facebook and Zafar, almost perfect solitude. [Better to reduce context switching]
Home - Cons:
  1. Light is not abundant. [Plenty of light in Cudahy or in Raynor]
  2. Deterioration of professionalism. [Nearby the office, so can meet instantly]
  3. Too much smoking. 
  4. Too much tea.
  5. Nobody else around who is studying. [People are studying all around, a comfortable humming noise]
  6. Neglected official duties. 
  7. No printers around. [Both B/W and color printers around]

Thursday, October 17, 2013

Homunculus talks October 16

  • morning thoughts book
  • meena
  • kawsar ouzo
  • dtw: warping image, low cost path image
  • inter-class and intra-class matching
  • EER, cost
  • glucose, ego depletion
  • big bro has a big car
  • christopher boon's mental tasks for calmness
  • draw floor plan
  • mental arithmetic
  • draw map
  • observe quantitative details
  • mental quadratic equations
  • cubes of cardinals
  • book of characters: rizwana concerned about injustice to females
  • how do we know what is not so, arrives tomorrow
  • sleep on the floor
  • rooms of suriya villa
  • tiny sounds from apt 204, may be moving on the bed
  • about a watch: boon's keeping of exact times
  • thinking of telling zafar how many thoughts in short time

Thursday, October 10, 2013

Nonsmoking Day 1

I have decided to quit smoking, and this is not the first time I am deciding this. I shall note my mental and physical state of each day and at the end of 6 months, if I succeed; I shall summarize my experience for other smokers who wish to quit it. The reasons for quitting are:
  1. Weak breathing and fatigue
  2. Increasing self-control by winning over a big temptation
  3. Cleanliness
Recently I had been consuming 4 to 7 cigarettes a day. I prepared crab-avocado salad for tomorrow's lunch and after that I felt an urge to go to the nearby store and buy cigarettes. It was past 9 so the store was close, I knew; if I want to smoke I need to go further. I resisted. This is the first of many urges I need to tackle. 

Sunday, October 6, 2013

peek

I went to sleep late at around half past two, but slept well. I woke up at Angshu's banter with his mom around half past ten in the morning. It was sunny for a short while. Rizwana insisted on going to the zoo, but I told her we would go next Saturday; because it would be sunny. When Rizwana went on a stroll with Angshu, I cleaned the stoves and set the baby seat in front facing position. I need to go to put the clothes in the dryer now. I shall prepare lunch for tomorrow. I am supposed to start on the journal paper where I left it, need to hurry.

Saturday, September 21, 2013